As if my visit with the Weight Loss Clinic wasn't enough for today, I also had my annual performance evaluation at work.
It was awesome!
In short, I scored 7 points higher than I did last year even with the rating scale being adjusted downward for this year's reviews throughout the entire company.
My boss rated me very high all across the board. She said that I was the one person on her team, that includes 5 Directors, that she scores the highest on Problem Solving and she gave me an Outstanding Performance rating for Quality of Work. I was stunned. It is incredibly difficult for me to see beyond the daily challenges to the big picture. So, I always feel as if I don't measure up to my own expectations for myself. But to know that my boss values me so highly and wrote such a glowing review is incredible.
I often feel as if there is a problem when we don't get a chance to touch base on a regular basis and I have felt quite a bit of angst this past year in that area. But she told me that she never has to ask me questions about what I am doing because I always give her such great reporting on the status of my projects. So all the angst I have felt has been entirely of my own making. But my position is a brand new one in the company and it was created especially for me. I have had to define my own role in this job without any direction, all the while knowing that there were many eyes on me along the way. It has been a year of huge growth, thus the angst.
Today has been quite overwhelming all the way around. Now I just need to get some sleep. I only got 2 hours worth last night in anticipation of both the clinic visit and my review.
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I had my first clinical appointment today in the process of preparing to have gastric bypass surgery. This visit was only the first in a series of steps to ensure that I am fit enough to endure the surgery and am willing to make the lifestyle changes that are mandatory after the surgery.
I saw a quick class on all that is involved in this process and had turns with a nurse, a nutritionist and a psychiatrist all within the span of two and a half hours. I must say that the clinic is very efficient and handles a high volume of patients with the greatest of ease. They schedule groups of 6-8 people all at the same time and rotate us through the various offices at lightning speed. I was quite impressed.
My next steps are to have a physical (which I needed to do anyway along with getting my annual mammogram), get an EKG to check out the condition of my heart, have a breath test to check for the presence of bacteria in my stomach that could lead to a peptic ulcer or stomach cancer, attend at least one session of a pre-surgery support group, and obtain a referral letter from my primary doctor detailing my weight history and all diets I have attempted within the last 5 years. And I have to schedule a visit with the surgeon - Dr. Davis.
I also have to lose 10% of my current weight and take daily multi-vitamin and calcium supplements to get me into the habit that I will have to continue once the surgery is done. Centrum now comes in a chewable form and I highly recommend them. They are much easier to take than having to swallow a pill of the same size.
And even though I am completely certain that this surgery is the right decision for me, I did have more than a bit of anxiety today in dealing with how fast this is all moving now that I have decided to do this.
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Cable television is the only thing standing between me and a lack of TiVo worthy tv. Lets all hope that the strike talks are going as well as this and tv fans everywhere can rejoice and wake up their DVRs.
The Tudors [Showtime]
Showtime is airing an encore of The Tudors (7PM CST) Season 1 starting tonight. I missed its first run because I was not yet a Showtime subscriber. Now I can see for myself exactly how good this retelling of Henry VIII's story really is.
Breaking Bad [AMC]
Breaking Bad (9PM CST) is an original series about a high school chem teacher that plans for his family's future, after his demise from a terminal illness, by cooking up a drug lab.
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The 56 Geeks Project by artist Scott Johnson is a wonderful collection of the geek archetypes.
He has uploaded all 56 geeks here at The 56 Geeks Project on flickr.
You can even work with him to design your own geek, which may be included in future collections.
Which geek are you? Or do you see yourself in more than one of the geeks?
I am a Code Geek, TV Geek, History Geek, Book Geek, Comics Geek combo.
My only complaint with the project is that the geeks are nearly all male. What about us girl geeks?
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I decided that I needed a break from any and all things related to the presidential election.
So, I am going politics-free until Tuesday when the Florida primary is held. My hope is that the current polling is accurate and Mitt Romney emerges the victor. The alternatives are just unacceptable.
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